I guess I made everyone surprised ,,,,,

                                                I was with my mom and my brother Jacob.


 I guess I made everyone surprised by sending the message from heaven.
Let's me explain.

 I was so weak during last summer.
Because I got fleas on my body, even though I had my regular medicine.
It didn't work for me,
Also I was too weak to get it often.

 So my mom gave a warm bath everyday in a bucket outside during hot summer, and took the bugs off me by hand.

 I guess the bugs took too much blood from me.
I became weaker and skinnier.
Finally I could not walk with mom in October.

 I kept walking around the house and could hear and smell.
But I was getting eat less.

 I knew my mom wanted me to die in her arms.
I overheard when she said that to her friend.
Also mom's friend told her that when a dog stopped to drink for a day, the dog would die next day.

 That night, mom prepared a box and blanket for me to be buried in.

 My dad said to me bye bye the next morning before going to work.
I looked up him for a while saying bye bye with my grateful heart.

 After that, I went to the bathroom to do a pooh, and I fell down on the flour.
But I kept conscious to say bye bye to mom.

 I was waiting her for a while.

 Finally she came to the bathroom and looked down at me  on the flour.
'Oh no Millie.' she said.
I was opening my eyes so big to see her.
She picked me up, and I did final breath in her arms, that was she wanted for me.

 It was Nov 7th, 11 am.
Mom drove  with me in the box to new family house in Chester.
 Dad made a hole for me in the back yard.
I was buried with my favorite blanket and toys.

I am so grateful for dad and mom to take care of me for over 14 years.

Millie